Suddenly had the urge to blog.
I had so much to say, but don't know how to express my feelings.
Heart felt numb after so much things that happened,
maybe should not have started all this in the first place,
but, what happened was already in the past.
i couldnt be bothered too much.
live as you all deem fit .
i wont close one eyes, but, both eyes.
sorry for being mean at times, thats me.
i'm utterly disappointed again and again, thats all .
mind dead, heart dead, feelings dead, everything dead.
live on!

:)

Sighs, it really make me wonder, why life is getting so miserable when you start to age.
From children, being so carefree, you have absoulutely no troubles, the only thing you know is - ENJOY LIFE.

Life getting busizer each day as deadline for assignments is getting closer.
when oneself get so busy and working enviromnet is so tense, they tend to neglect the ones arround them (like me).
I wish that one day, there are 48hours for me to spend.

I wil get so irritated when i'm back home after school esp when my mother is at home.
she is very naggy. Oppos, i didnt mean to say that, lightning pls dont strike me.
But however, anyway, whenever the thoughts of her caring for me whenever i'm sick/down.
i felt guilty for treating her in that manner. ( i didnt abuse her, just that, i would be very iritated when she starts to nag although i noe its meant for my own good)

give me a break man.
I'm having such a hot temper this few weeks.
could be due to insufficient sleep.
Sleeping as late as 3am and woke up at 7-8am?
OMG. is this call study life? i doubt so.

EBP assignment was given way before hand, but not yet started,
today he asked what had we done, dont even know what to reply.
I thnik, i really have to speed up a little.

I just dun understnad why...... such pet/animals/beast exist in the world.
sometimes, it not that i dont wish to help.
When in need of help, ya, you chatted alot. else, you gave me a "LOL" reply
or some short reply. Fine. whatever it is, you can say i'm selfish.
it doesnt matter.

Arghs, i am really very tired alr. i wan to sleep alr.
byeeeeeeee.

Dear God,
I think you had been a little too kind to me by allowing my teachers/school to give me tons of works and assignment.
I would appreciate if you could encourage them to cut them on the piles of never ending work.

From:
A very Sincere Student


Wah, school started for like 3 weeks already and next week will be the 4th week again. hahaha!
Common Test result not very ideal *screams + faint*, gotta buck up for final exam
heng, most of the papers are 20% except EBP.
Time flies unknowingly when you are being tied down by works.

First week of school started off with Database assignment which ended on Monday (phews)
still have to prepare the powerpoint slides for it. *sighs* And the percentage was like sooooo loww(20%) for this assignment with quite large amount of effort put in. *furious* whatever it is, its over.

DWA started in between of DB, having to submit the checkpoint on this coming monday *oooooohhhh-noooooo*
i'm not like even half completed. I spent like 4 wholy shit hours to debug my errors, *swearing and cursing at the program*
It was really a pain in the ass! i hate to look at codes, cuz they dont seem to have any prob to me! TEeeeeHeee!
I'm really exhuasted. Fallen asleep on bed while doing work, and never have the urge to complete it, so i continue entering my lala-world.

EBP Assignment started last week. wholly shit. Was asked to draw 3/4AFDs, ?? SIAO? LOL.
My group only got 3 person T_T" and are being seperated from my usual grpmates.
and to be handed in during NATIONAL DAY, oh, thanks cher!

THis semester totally cui lahs! HAHAHHAHAS! nvm, ending in another weeks time
Oh ya, i have kind of regret for signing up for the OIP to china. hahaha! wtf, 6weeks are going to be too long
i will have home-sick and i need to have alot of cashhhhhh! LOL .
and the people going are in their own groups! but i stil got my own groups of 3. so pathetic(but luckily still got them). ahahs. huat the fuck.

Bless me throughout the rest of the 4 weeks please, FMGT, pls dont fail me, for that fact that i didnt failed you. *omg, what th shit am i talking?*

Anyway,
i think, i will continue again. i need to catch some sleeep.
byeeeee (: